Just Few Hours For Many Unexpectation-Waiting To Watch Them !!!

            3rd October- This day feels as why isnt this moving up fast....Aaj ki subah maine aankhein kholi toh mujhe mehsoos huaa tha ki main ab bimaar nahi hu lekin kuch ghantey baad jaise hi dose ka asarr khatam huye..It came back...and even getting down from my bed seemed to be impossible...Bahut gussa aaya khud pe ki main kyu bimaar hu...Kal mera birthday hai aur mera sahii hone ka koi chance nahi dikh raha hai...aaj ka poora din bhi sotey huye hi guzraa...

           Kal mera birthday hai....Kya ye abtak ka subse best birthday hoga....ya subse kharaaab....bas yahi soch hai jo mere dimaaag me baasi hui hai....Birthday....What is this.....Why am I always so excited for this very day...??... Reasons are many...But how many are worthful and how many of them are nonsense I dont know...But I like thinking about my birthday...The whole year I think about the coming 4th Oct..aur subse jyaada excitement mujhe 3rd October ko hoti hai..Main bahut khush hu ki kal mujhe wo log bhi yaaad karenge jinhone mujhe poorey saal nahi kiyaa.....kyuki...wo mere dushmann to hai nahi...aur yahi wo proof karna chahtey hain...kal ke din phone kar ke ki hum tujhe bhooley nahi hai naa hi hamein tujhse koi dushmani hai.....Par main ek baat kehna chahunga aaj ke din ki....Kal kuch log mujhe phone karenge...ya SMS karenge..par uska koi value nahi hoga.....ye main un logo ke liye keh raha hu jinhone mujhse bahut se promises kiye they kisi samay ki hum regular contact me raha karenge...aisa bilkul nahi hoga...ki...sirf occasions me ek dusrey ko yaad karenge.....aur shayad agar kal un logo ka phone aata hai aur mere mobile pe unka naaam flash hota hai toh mere double brain chalega ki mujhe inka call uthaana hai ya nahi....Nahi uthaata hu toh unke nazro mein Proudy aur Aggressive kehlaaya jaaunga aur agar uthaata hu toh apna keemti samay barwaad karunga....

            Jo samay karwaayega wo karunga....Par umeed toh yahi rahegi kal ke liye ki poora din hastey muskuraatey nikley...koi gamm na mujhe choo paaye....kisi ki yaad mujhe na rulaa paaye.....koi guzrey huye pal mujhe yaad aayen jo kahiin kho chukey hai mere zindagi se....Life is like a painting..and I want to fill up the outlines with the colours....And this I want to do just on my birthday......

         Just 100 Minutes to go....And it will be 4th October.....My birthday......Wishes are accepted from everyone who loves me but not from them who are showing off....I Hate Them....

        Love You - My Friends !!!

Abhilash Ruhela - Veeru