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The excitement for the juniors were over after I saw the batches of BCA and BBA. I didn't found any interesting or a beautiful girl on whom I can write a blog upon. ;-) I hope you are understanding what I am trying to say is. I wanted to see a girl who would have blown out my feelings and mainly the words out of my mind but I found none. The previous girls still rocked. But today, one of my friend showed me a girl who vindicated into one of the best beauties of our college. I went mad when I saw her. I had to leave her because I wanted to issue my library card. So I went and issued my library card and issued the first book in my 2nd year of graduation. Now, after receiving my library cards, I came back and started feeding her image and figure in my mind so that I can analyze it in the free time after coming to my home or while sitting lonely in the local train.
She was so beautiful and so fair. The main factor which I search in a girl is FAIR COMPLEXION. Now many of you will say that I am talking as I am having the complexion as of Michael Jackson. I know you are right. Actually, I am searching for the skin color which is more fairer than mine. And this is not so hard to get as I am not that much fair. I am searching for a girl so desperately because I had my last broke up approximately one year ago and I have no chance to get the same girl again as she is married and she is happy (I think so). I am in destitution to be committed. I am bored of living this monotonous life. Today itself I have tweeted that - No novel writing, no book reading, no interest, no craze, no girl. What am I living for? Eat and Shit ?? I really want a girl as soon as possible to bring some craziness and loopy-fullness in my life. I need a girl and at this derision moment, when I saw this junior (somewhat matching to my demands), I went mad in avarice to have her. Covetousness and rapacity leads to love. And therefore, I wanted to tell everybody that I like her and pass on my message to her but I didn't.
She was fair, much slimmer than Amrita Rao, long nails painted beautifully and perfectly with good choice of color, group of friends where no friend was even a 5% of her beauty, accurate attitude to make boys dream of her, big eyes to show everyone the biggest part of her face, stylish sandal where only toes were invisible else her fair feet could be seen which added the spicy flavor to my avarice to approach her. I know you are sniggering right now but still I want to opine my love and liking. I loved her. I am just in search of her full name. Once I'll get it, I am going to search her on internet and would like to chat with her, know about her. Coming to the point, I would like to know whether there is some dog in her life or she is going to be the bone of this dog's mouth. Every dog has its tongue out because it is hungry and it wants to lick anything it gets. Same is with me, I am also having my tongue and heart out. Tongue I don't know why or I don't want to tell about it and make my blog vulgar and Heart because I want her to catch it and keep it with herself.
Hey Junior , whoever you are, just talk to me once. I am so nice. Even I have some qualities. ;-) My mother says so. Now don't say that Viveik Oberoi's mother would be also telling him that he is a good actor. Its Ok. I know mothers are kind but I want her to be kind. Tomorrow she is going to be a mother, tell her to show that generosity with me what she is going to show for her child and appreciate and compliment me. Hey, I want you however. So please, pray to God that you get your partner as soon as possible. I am praying that you start loving me. Will this be possible?
Let's wait and watch.
Thanks.
ABHILASH RUHELA - VEERU
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| HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY !!! |
I would like to wish Happy Friendship Day to all my friends and all my friends who are still not in the list but I am going to meet them sometime in future. I have heard people saying that why is only one day meant for friendship when friends celebrate their friendship everyday. Their query is right and debating. Actually, Friendship day is meant to let the enemies of human know that there is a word named FRIEND exists. Friendship Day is meant to bond your relationship with your friends more than before. On Friendship Day, celebrate and gift your friends, plan and spend the whole day with your friends to make something memorable with your friends. This is what friendship day means. So, don't misunderstand it as other 364 days aren't meant for friendship.
Its a nice moment for me to talk about my friends who are special to me. There are many friends but I would like to talk about some of them who have really changed my life and had been a special part of it. First of all, I would like to talk about Rohit. He is my first friend I remember. I used to share everything with him. He was my better half and he is still the one. He is just a miscall or a SMS away from me. He had bared a lot of pains in his life just like me and he had strongly coped up with it which had proliferated my respect for him too. Rohit, nobody can replace you.
Gaurav, a friend who came late in my life but the way he had occupied all the important places of my life is so sweet that I can't define it. Gaurav had been a wonderful friend with a great sense of humor. He had never ignored me in his life. He can leave everything for me if I'll demand a help from him. He is so special and he is going to be in contact with me for all my lifetime. I can never forget each moment I share with him. He is the only friend whom I have met so much in my life else I don't get so much time to spend with other friends.
Ganesh Bhai, I met him when I was in Pune. He was my first roommate I was introduced too. He had been very helpful to me and an angel in my life. Because of him, I am on my right track of life. Because of him, I am what I am. I am alive because of him. I am studying because of him. He had been so helpful to me. No friend had thought so selflessly about me. I remember the time when I had no money in Pune and the way he helped me. He told my father to take me away from that hell in Pune as I was melting there. He gave me confidence to study and perform and he opened the blindfold of my eyes and showed me how to look life with a positive attitude. When I knew nothing about Mumbai, he came from Pune and admitted me into this college - Bharati Vidyapeeth because of which I am studying and performing here. Ganesh Bhai, I can never return your favors back. I bow infront of you.
Yusuf - A friend who had been with me from last one year. He had never fought with me as everyone had in this last one year from my college. Even after so many differences in our lifestyles, he had managed to adjust himself. He had been a very motivating and helping friend. He is the one I can blindly trust upon in my class. No one had been so kind to me as he had been. Sometimes we fight and that's the unique effect of our friendship which is not there with Rohit, Gaurav or Ganesh bhai. I met him on the same day last year - 3rd August,2009 on the first day of our college and still the friendship is fresh and bright.
I would also like to name many other friends who are special to me - Suresh, Abhinav, Prema, Vandana, Danish, Arya, Yasir, Shoaeb, Vasim, Zaheer bhai, Mohsin Bhai, Rehan Bhai, Rishab bhai, Fahad, Salman, Ketan, Nowman, Mahesh, Arun, Bezaad, Abhijit, Pranil etc. I know many names are unnamed here but I hope you will understand that the human brain can't remember number of names at a time so I may miss many of them. I would like to share this celebration of Friendship Day with all my friends from Jindal colony,Rathi school, Azam Campus (Pune)'s hostel, Aurangabad, Nashik, Mumbai and all my friends from my class and college. I would also like to share it with all my online friends and the ones who read my blogs and love it. You all had been very special to me and you have made my life an interesting thing to live. You all had been a wonderful part of this life I have been given by God.
HAPPY FRIENDSHIP TO ALL OF YOU !!!
Your's lovingly,
ABHILASH RUHELA - VEERU
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This post is sent to me by Rishab Dahiya - my senior here in Bharati Vidyapeeth. Click here - RISHAB DAHIYA to follow him on twitter. Rishab Dahiya - You can say him as DJ of Rand De Basanti. He is the dude of our college. I was disappointed when I met him for the first time but as we kept meeting again and again, I found him as the most interesting person of our college. He is a passionate and a hard-working boy. He wants to be a director of Bollywood movies and I have a big trust on him that he will be a director some day. He watches 2 to 3 films daily. He had also worked as assistant director and had also made some small movies. I remember the one he made on the importance of plants for our college fest. He is wonderful. He is different. I find myself similar to him. For his passion, he passes sleepless night while I pass sleepless night for my passion of writing. There are many things common between both of us but I am not writing more as its time to read what he had shared with You and Me. So let's proceed.
FOREWORD BY RISHAB :-
Well I m not a writer like Veeru, but when he asked me to send him something written by me, I tried to write and wrote 360 words, which he told me were not enough, and asked me to make them around 500. That's okay I did it. I didn't knew what I am gonna write about, so I wrote about the changes which changed my life forever after coming from a small town to a big metropolitan city like Delhi.
A lot of things change when we move to a new place, specially when we move to a completely alien environment, everything changes from your thinking to your existence. you try to change things, but you cannot, then you try to change yourself, sometimes it becomes worst experience and sometimes best.
So here I wrote about what was my experience, and the way my life is changing.
NO STARS IN THE SKY !!!
PEOPLE SAY THEY HAVE FOUND EVERYTHING IN THIS BIG CITY, AND THEY MEAN EVERYTHING - MONEY, FAME, LOVE, EVERYTHING IN THIS BIG CITY. THIS BIG CITY ATTRACTS MILLIONS OF EYES FILLED WITH AMBITIONS, WHO WANT TO MAKE IT BIG, WHO WANTS TO DO SOMETHING GREAT, AND WHO WANTS TO ACHIEVE SOMETHING BIG IN LIFE. BUT THERE IS ONE THING WHICH THEY WILL NOT FIND HERE IN BIG CITIES, THERE ARE NO STARS IN THIS BIG MUMBAI.
WHEN I WAS YOUNG I USED TO LIVE IN A SMALL TOWN, SOMEWHERE NEAR
BANARAS, I USED TO PLAY WITH FRIENDS, HAD FUN, WAS GOOD IN STUDIES,
USED TO SPEND QUALITY TIME WITH FAMILY. WE USED TO WATCH TV TOGETHER, AT THAT TIME THERE WAS NO CABLE CONNECTION SO WE USED TO WATCH FRIDAY NIGHT MOVIE, AND ON SUNDAY MORNING RANGOLI ON DD1. AS THEY SAY FAMILY THAT EATS TOGETHER STAYS TOGETHER, WE USED TO PREPARE SPECIAL MEAL ON SUNDAYS, AND USED TO GO OUT FOR PICNICS. BUT THE BEST TIME OF THE DAY WAS WHEN ME MY FATHER AND MY YOUNGER BROTHER USED TO SLEEP ON THE ROOF FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT WATCHING THE BLUE SKY TWINKLING ABOVE US. AND WE USED TO SPOT THE VARIOUS STARS AND CONSTELLATIONS.WELL THOSE WERE THE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE.
ONE FINE DAY WE SHIFTED TO DELHI AND ALL THAT I HAD WAS LOST. THAT BIG CITY HAD EATEN UP ALL THE TIME WE HAD. I NEVER SAW THE SAME SKY AGAIN, SAME STARS AGAIN AND SAME MOON AGAIN. EVERYTHING WAS LOST IN THE BUSY LIFE, PEOPLE RUNNING OUT THERE FOR VARIOUS MATERIALISTIC THINGS. AT FIRST I LIKED THE NEW BIG CITY, I GOT NEW THINGS, CABLE TV WITH
HUNDREDS OF CHANNELS, VIDEO GAMES, SHOPPING COMPLEXES, MALLS,
MULTIPLEXES, AND ALL THOSE THINGS WHICH ARE BROUGHT UP ON THE NAME OF DEVELOPMENT. I REMEMBER THE TIME WHEN I USED TO GO TO LOCAL SMALL TOWN MARKETS IN REWARI, A SMALL TOWN WHERE MY NANA-NANI LIVE. AND WE USED TO GO TO THOSE SHOPS WHERE WE WERE THE PERMANENT CUSTOMERS AND THE SHOPKEEPER USED TO KNOW US BY NAME AND KNEW EXACTLY WHAT WE WANT. WHEN I REMEMBER THAT GOOD OLD TIME, I FIND THAT THOSE WERE THE DAYS WHICH HAVE LEFT THOSE SWEET MEMORIES IN MY HEART, AND THOSE ARE JUST MEMORIES NOW.
NOW AFTER 10 YEARS, I AM IN MUMBAI, THERE IS NOT MUCH
DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THESE TWO CITIES AND PEOPLE ARE BUSY HERE TOO,
RUNNING AFTER MATERIALISTIC THINGS. SOMETIMES I LOOK AT MYSELF STANDING IN FRONT OF A MIRROR, AND THINK ABOUT MY PAST AND PRESENT, AND I FIND THAT EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED. EARLIER I USED TO SLEEP, NOW I SPEND INSOMANIAC NIGHTS AND THINK ABOUT STUFF WHICH I USED TO. ONE THINK IS NOT IMPORTANT AT ALL, NOW I HAVE TENSIONS IN MY LIFE AND THE PEACE IS GONE.TENSION ABOUT FUTURE, THE CAREER AND A LOT OF THINGS, WHICH WONT LET ME SLEEP.
YESTERDAY I WENT OUT, IT WAS AROUND 2:30 MIDNIGHT AND LOOKED UP TO SKY, THERE WERE NO STARS THERE, ONLY DARK CLOUDS, JUST LIKE DEVIL LOOKING AT ME IN DISGUISE, SAYING 'EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED, AND THAT TIME WILL NEVER COME BACK'. I AM STILL IN SEARCH OF MY PAST WHERE THE STARS USED TO COMPANY ME IN MY LONELY PERIODS. HERE IN MUMBAI, I JUST HAVE TALL BUILDINGS TO ACCOMPANY ME WHICH HAS DARKNESS IN THE NIGHT TIMES BUT THESE STARS USED TO TWINKLE IN THE NIGHT TIME. I AM MISSING THE STARS SO MUCH AND HOPE ONE DAY THAT TIME WILL COME BACK WHEN I HAD REST, PEACE, SILENCE AND STARS IN MY LIFE.
Abhilash, in your style - Signing off with a pain and disgust of missing the stars in my life.
Thanks.
RISHAB DAHIYA !!! ;-) :-(
