2139th BLOG POST
Writing after a long time- to be read or to just write- is not known. Sitting in loneliness, all you think is where in life did you progress and the moments in which you gave up. Whatever has been achieved is worth it or what is to be achieved deserves your attention. One day, a second shall take you away from everything. People who would be attending your Going shall realize spirituality and understand the meaning of life. Life is a great punisher and savior as well. It knows when to punish and when to forgive. But do we know when it shall put what stance?
And this particular
unclarity makes us take conservative decisions and at times- high risk. But you
keep asking yourself pausing every now and then- Do I want what I am trying to
achieve? Most often the answer is No. We don’t generally require what we want.
What we want is always going to be something temporary. Bring a thing- it will
generate emotions which shall go away with times. How excited do you feel when
you hold the same mobile you were crazy to book on Amazon that day? How clean
do you keep those stuffs and decorative items in your hall and bedroom that you
picked up in mall because it was on sale?
Every thought is
temporary. Every action is temporary. Every breathe is temporary. Our Life is
temporary. What remains permanent is that we are going to leave one day. But
which day remains the question. If we knew the answer, leading and living life
would have become so easy. Planning would become so efficient. But because we
don’t know the end, we are living with an endless and indefinite goal. You make
friends with interesting people who become boring and irritating after some
time. You love someone who becomes a liability after some time. You try adding
value to your life but you keep getting disappointment after every high.
What is the point
then? What we do- why do we do it? What we aspire – why do we aspire it? We
must and should get the clarity that every possession shall become weak or unwanted
after some time. What gives the most happiness is sitting with yourself and
understanding what your being is all about. That chaos in silence. That silence
in chaos. Those answers to every questions. Those questions which remains
unresolved. The breath that doesn’t sound at all. A little concentration and you
realize its loudness more than the waves of an ocean. And when you sit with
yourself, you understand that the peace is within and not in things, people,
places, journey or safety net. That should become the only aspiration.
But what when life
gives you multiple responsibilities and obstacles which doesn’t allow you to
feel this moment and achieve peace? Where do you go then? You are again in the
trap of events where you start working and behaving the way people want you to.
Where would you find peace then? How would you find peace then? Can someone
help you in attaining this peace? Too many questions but no answers make you
again start finding peace externally. And the suffering continues. Being Human
continues. The chaotic life and lifestyle continue. And the only habit that
human never fails to continue- procrastination- arrives here as well – And you
keep this as To-Do item to achieve peace sometime in future but not today. That’s
Life – An epitome of imperfection unlike Death- which takes you and everything
you thought is because of you- like a Pro!
P.S.: Just a random
post generated from random thoughts.
Thanks!
WRITING BUDDHA